Yes I got a new job, but it is starting back at the bottom and working my way up again. I lose my 3 week vacation, salary and my monday to Friday shifts. My husband looks at me in a funny way saying that I am being selfish and that I should be lucky to have found a new job so fast. I am lucky don't get me wrong. But when will I live a calm secure life and not worry anymore?That's what I hate the most. I want to feel selfish now because I never in 35 years had the chance to feel selfish. Now is my time to sulk.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
"Eat My shorts" - Bart Simpson
I have to write out what I feel or I will lose it soon. I am really angry at the fact that my life just took a nose dive into shit. I have to let my emotions out sorry. Those of you that know I was laid off with 900 others at the Big Telecommunications Company Rogers. I am so Angry that it changed my entire life. I was planning to become pregnant again in January. I can't get pregnant on my own and needed to do fertility treatments which cost money. I can't go to Cuba with my family and enjoy a vacation that I waited 6 years for. So with this job loss my priorities have changed. I have to watch what I spend and we can't do the things that we always did.
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All I can say Twitchy is hang in there. I think it's good to rant and let it out a little bit but just don't dwell on it. Scream and let it out and then go on. Twitchy, I found out my 44 yr old son has lost everything (including his family) and is a crack addict; his son who is a very good kid (22 yrs old) and his wife and child have moved in with me because they've lost their jobs (and they're still looking); I'm 63 and husband retires next year and I still have lots of bills and wondering how we're going to do it but you know what, "I'm not putting my head in the sand but I'm not stressing about it. I know it's such a cliche saying being positive, be positive, but Twitchy this has really helped me from losing my mind. I am a very happy person and feel I am blessed for what I have. Now don't think I'm saying you're selfish (like hubby who meant well) I'm saying what will be will be and just go on from there, grieve when you need to grieve but then honey dance, dance, dance.
Di
PS and that was just a few of my problems, lol
HI DI,
Thanks for the encouragement and you inspire me to do better. I wish you all the best. We need to grieve sometime in our lives and this is that time for me, but I will make it through this and so will you. Hang in there too God works in mysterious ways.
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